cup of coffee, glass of water

When things are not going the way you hope it would be, it surely felt demotivated.

Then you would say to yourself various, random things just to bring yourself away from the real issue. Or in your words: being positive. Husnuzon.

While the fact is: THIS ISN’T EASY

As of now you just hope you can write random things. A poem, a short story, a novel, be whatever you wanna be but this.

You fingers moving slowly on the keyboard, typing words by words while your eyes are on the screen. It’s so quiet; you are alone. The only sound you hear is the sound from the table fan. You could smell the hot coffee which is just a palm reach. Your brain started to wander around.... travelling various part of the world.. imaging beautiful things and scenery....

Then you suddenly stop.

Oh you are still in your own room. Not going anywhere. And you are still a medical student. Who is upset about things. 

The cursor blinking on the screen but you could not care less.

You take a deep breath….. and let it out slowly.

And you see a cup of hot coffee,  WHICH IS HALF FULL. then you already knew what you should do:

FILL IT THE REST OF THE WAY

p/s: Truth is, that “YOU ” is actually “ME”